He kept his promise. Within an hour, a social worker named Margaret was in the room. Within two hours, they’d moved me to a pediatric oncology room and officially admitted me for treatment. And within three hours, my parents had signed emergency temporary custody papers, effectively abandoning me to the state.
They didn’t even say goodbye.
That first night in the pediatric oncology ward was the darkest of my life. I lay in that hospital bed, hooked up to IVs, surrounded by machines that beeped and hummed, and I felt more alone than I’d ever imagined possible. I wasn’t scared of the cancer anymore. I was scared that no one would care if I lived or died.
Then Rachel walked in for the night shift.
Rachel Torres was 34 years old, a pediatric oncology nurse who’d been working at St. Mary’s for 8 years. She had dark curly hair pulled back in a practical ponytail, warm brown eyes, and a smile that actually reached those eyes. She wasn’t beautiful in a conventional way, but there was something about her presence that made you feel safe.
“Hey there, Sarah,” she said, checking my chart. “I’m Rachel, and I’m going to be your night nurse. How are you feeling?”
“Terrible,” I said honestly.
She pulled up a chair and sat down, giving me her full attention.
Leave a Comment