He closed the laptop harder than necessary. “Hanna, of course I am. We wanted this, didn’t we?”
I nodded.
But something inside me had already begun to ache.
Then one afternoon, the boys finally napped at the same time. I was walking down the hall when I heard Joshua’s voice behind his office door.
Low. Broken.
“I can’t keep lying to her.”
I stopped.
My hand flew to my mouth.
“She thinks I wanted a family with her,” he said, his voice shaking.
I pressed closer to the door, even though every instinct told me not to.
Then Joshua sobbed.
“I can’t do this, Dr. Samson. I can’t watch her figure it out after I’m gone. She deserves more than that. But if I tell her, she’ll fall apart. She gave up her whole life for this. I just wanted to know she wouldn’t be alone.”
The floor seemed to tilt beneath me.
After I’m gone.
I gripped the doorframe, unable to breathe.
Then Joshua whispered, “How long did you say?”
A pause.
“A year? That’s all I have left?”
I stumbled backward.
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