I wrapped my arm around Lily when I heard her crying beside me, and she leaned into me, whispering that she missed her dad. I held her close for a long moment before Andrea quietly asked us to get back in the car.
***
Back at Andrea’s house, I asked to see Jack and Caleb. She said they were studying abroad in a boarding school. I sat down hard on the couch.
“They asked about you for months,” Andrea admitted. “They were only nine, Anna. They wanted to come back to you at first. Ryan handled it the way loving fathers do when children are heartbroken. He stayed close, kept talking to them, kept getting his treatment, and little by little he made them promise to accept that I was their mother too and that they would not leave me once he was gone.”
I looked away because I couldn’t let her watch that land on me.
Andrea left and returned with an envelope: Ryan’s last letter, and a fixed deposit in my name set aside for 10 years. She said that if I had never found the video early, she would have come to me herself in three more years.
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