The first few days, I told myself it was an adjustment period. Of course she was upset. Of course she needed time. Her life had just imploded; my irritation could wait.
I gave her the bedroom and slept on the couch. She insisted.
“You’re used to this apartment,” she said. “You’ll sleep better out here anyway.”
I wanted to argue, but she already had a suitcase half-unpacked in my room, her clothes spilling out onto my bed like a claimed territory.
I tried to build quiet routines around her chaos. I got up early for work, tiptoeing around the suitcases, the shoes abandoned in the hallway, the half-empty glasses on every surface. She slept late, often until noon. When I got home, she was usually on the couch in the same position I’d left her, the TV flickering, food containers on the coffee table.
The first week, I cooked. It felt like the right, supportive thing to do. I made pasta and stir-fries and simple soups, leaving extra for her when I headed to the office.
Most of it ended up uneaten in the fridge.
“Sorry,” she said one night when I opened the fridge to another container of wilted leftovers. “I just wasn’t in the mood. I ordered instead.”
“Next time, just tell me before I cook,” I said, trying to keep my voice light. “So I don’t waste food.”
She waved a dismissive hand. “You always worry about little things.”
Little things like feeding ourselves, I thought.
Then the deliveries started.
At first, I didn’t notice. Notifications on my phone were easy to ignore, and I rarely checked bank apps unless I needed to. I’d been running on autopilot for so long, paying bills, saving a little when I could, repeating.
One evening, I came home exhausted, every muscle in my body aching from stress alone. As I walked down the hall, I heard laughter—bright, easy, familiar. For a second, I thought there were more people in my apartment.
I opened the door quietly.
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