“How about ice cream?” he asked. “Just you and me.”
My heart leapt.
“Yes!”
We walked out of the gym hand in hand.
The night air was cool.
The parking lot was quiet.
Most families had already left.
As we got into his old pickup truck, I realized something.
I wasn’t nervous about going home.
Not for the first time in years.
The drive to the ice cream place was quiet in a good way.
Not awkward.
Not tense.
Comfortable.
The radio played softly.
My dad reached over and turned the volume down.
“I need to tell you something,” he said.
I looked at him.
“I know I messed up,” he said. “With Carla. With letting things go on as long as they did.”
I stared out the window.
“I didn’t always feel safe,” I said quietly.
He nodded.
“I know. And that’s on me.”
He took a deep breath.
“I was scared to be alone,” he admitted. “After your mom died, I didn’t know how to handle it. I grabbed onto the first person who didn’t leave.”
I swallowed.
“But I should’ve protected you first,” he continued. “Every time.”
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