Then my face looked sharper in the mirror.
Then someone at work said, “You look really good. Did you do something?”
Six months later, I’d lost a lot of weight.
It felt good and creepy in equal measure.
Enough that people who hadn’t seen me in a while did double-takes. Enough that my aunt pulled me aside to whisper, “I knew you had it in you,” like I’d passed some secret test.
I got more attention.
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More door holds, more smiles, more “Wow, you look amazing.”
It felt good and creepy in equal measure.
Then came their wedding.
Inside, I still felt like the girl who’d been dumped for her thinner best friend.
Then came their wedding.
I knew the date from social media. Mutual friends posted, “Can’t wait!” with ring emojis. I muted more people.
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Obviously, I wasn’t invited.
My plan: phone on silent, DoorDash, trash TV, bed.
“Is this Larkin?”
At 10:17 a.m., my phone rang anyway.
Unknown number.
I answered out of habit.
“Hello?”
“Is this Larkin?” a woman asked, voice tight.
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“You need to come here.”
“Yes.”
“This is Sayer’s mother.”
Mrs. Whitlock. Perfect hair, perfect pearls, perfect passive-aggressive comments about “us girls” sticking to salad.
My stomach dropped.
“What’s going on?” I asked.
“Just come. Please.”
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