“Chronic kidney disease,” the doctor said. “His kidneys are failing. We need to discuss long-term options. Dialysis. Transplant.”
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“Transplant?” I repeated. “From whom?”
“Sometimes a family member is a match,” the doctor said. “A spouse. Sibling. Parent. We can test.”
“I’ll do it,” I said, before I even looked at Daniel.
People ask if I ever hesitated.
“Meredith, no,” Daniel said. “We don’t even know—”
“Then we’ll find out,” I said. “Test me.”
People ask if I ever hesitated.
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I didn’t.
I watched him shrink inside his own skin for months. I watched him go grey with exhaustion. I watched our kids start asking, “Is Dad okay? Is he going to die?”
I would’ve handed over any organ they asked for.
We were in pre-op together for a while.
The day they told us I was a match, I cried in the car.
Daniel did too.
He held my face in his hands and said, “I don’t deserve you.”
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