Dad always knew anyway. He’d place a plate in front of me at dinner and say, “You know what I think about people who try to make themselves feel big by making someone else feel small?”
“Yeah?” I’d ask, my eyes watery.
“Not much, sweetie… not much.”
And somehow, that always made things feel a little better.
Dad told me honest work was something to be proud of. I believed him. And somewhere around sophomore year, I made a quiet promise to myself: I was going to make him proud enough to erase every nasty comment people had ever made.
Last year, Dad was diagnosed with cancer. He kept working as long as the doctors allowed—longer than they recommended, honestly.
Some afternoons I’d see him leaning against the supply closet, looking drained.
The moment he noticed me, he’d stand straighter and smile. “Don’t give me that look, honey. I’m fine.”
But he wasn’t fine, and we both knew it.
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