If she fit in, I could handle it.
For months, every evening after work, our living room turned into her personal stage.
I’d push the wobbly coffee table against the wall while my mom sat on the couch, cane leaning beside her, clapping on the offbeat.
Lily would stand in the center, sock feet sliding, face serious enough to scare me.
“Dad, watch my arms,” she’d command.
I’d been awake since four, my legs humming from hauling bags, but I’d lock my eyes on her.
“I’m watching,” I’d say, even when the room blurred around the edges.
So I watched like it was my job.
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My mom would nudge my ankle with her cane if my head dipped.
“You can sleep when she’s done,” she’d mutter.
So I watched like it was my job.
The recital date was pinned up everywhere.
Circled on the calendar, written on a sticky note on the fridge, jammed into my phone with three alarms.
6:30 p.m. Friday.
No overtime, no shift, no busted pipe was supposed to touch that time slot.
The morning of, she stood in the doorway with that bag and her serious little face.
Lily carried her tiny garment bag around the apartment for a week, like it was full of delicate magic.
The morning of, she stood in the doorway with that bag and her serious little face.
Hair already slicked back, socks sliding on the tile.
“Promise you’ll be there,” she said, like she was checking my soul for cracks.
I knelt down so we were eye level and made it official.
“I promise,” I said. “Front row, cheering loudest.”
She grinned, finally, that gap-toothed, unstoppable grin.
Water main break near some construction site, half the block flooding, traffic losing its mind.
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